Small Penis Syndrome
OK, now that I have your attention, little man, why don’t you rub that wittle, wittle thing that just grew to the wonderful length of . . . how many inches darlin’? How many? Ohhh my, my, my. You have SPS very, very, badly. SPS? Why, it means Small Penis Syndrome . . . and you got it reeeeealllll good, don’t you honey?
Admit it, you love the fact that you have a small penis. That wasn’t always the case, was it doll face? You had to grow into your appreciation of your small package. The heart palpitations whenever the subject came up in discussion or in your reading. The rush of humiliation . . . and the inevitable growth between your legs. The growth has always been quite modest, right little guy? But maybe someday, it will grow into a proud, masculine tool that you can use to bed a woman. Oh, I’m such a tease. But you like it, don’t you?
SPS and masturbation: a dangerous combination?
Which brings me to my next topic. As a male of smallish-ness, you masturbate don’t you? You masturbate a lot, right? So, when you do, do you look at only women? Do you sometimes stray into photo galleries and videos where some stud is balling a beauty, her legs spread wide to accommodate him and his oh so ample slab of meat? I’m sure you do, dicklette man. Do you know what that means? That means you’ve been looking at quite a lot of very pretty women. And when you’ve been looking at these pretty women, the hypothalamus or pleasure center of your brain releases several love hormones. Over time, your continual and persistent masturbation creates a bit of a fog. The lines might blur for some of you. While under the spell of these strong love hormones, you are looking at breasts, cleavage, pussy, curves, softness, large dicks, beautiful asses, long legs, . . . WAIT! WHATTTT! Needle scratch on the vinyl. Did you just cop to “large dick”?
Come clean, little dicked one! Admit it, you’ve looked at so many large dicks while you pleasure yourself that you’ve lost count. No? Oh, yea: well then, how many dicks have you gazed upon while you held your, um, dick, or shall we just call it a dick-lette? Think about it: you’ve been jerking off while looking at dicks. Many dicks. Big dick. Duh! You’ve been doing this for so long that, at least subconsciously, you LIKE masturbating and looking at dick. The logic is irrefutable.
That brings us to one of my clients. He shall remain nameless because he is straight as they come. But, he let himself go in our last session. I had him look at the photo of a strong, beautiful, well-known dominatrix. I had him kiss her shoulder, then her upper arm, then her bicep, then her elbow, then her forearm, then her hand. And what do you think said dominatrix was holding? Answer: the very large, erect dick of a man who was spread-eagled on a St. Andrews Cross. So, at the precise moment, he was gooning over our dominatrix, I took a chance:
“OK . . . now . . . kiss him. Just the tip, sweet pie, juuuuust the tip.”
Silence. But no push back! None. More silence. Then I heard it. It was unmistakable. Kissing sounds. He was kissing. Ha, ha. Pay dirt!!
How long do you think it was before he was gobbling up what I imagined was a rather large dildo. Or was it a cucumber? No matter: his gagging prevented him from disclosing just what was causing his eyes to water, tears to drop off his cheeks, and throat to heave. He was into it, to say the least. Who was I to stop him?
After he came, he was quite chastened. He turned a bit defensive. His chagrin was . . . delicious. I took a chance. He took a chance. Why don’t you pick up the phone and take a chance too? Give me a call, and I promise not to call you “cum breath,” . . . unless you want me to.
Oh, and to my wonderful session partner: don’t be embarrassed! Love hormones are strong. Don’t deny them.
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Being “undersized” has been an intensely organizing factor for me my whole life. I actually don’t fully get the “size matters” thing because I feel as though I have never heard a woman say otherwise. Most impactful to me has been hearing “regular” girls talk about size. It seems like all girls have feelings about both large and small men. I am profoundly heterosexual. Yes, I have to masturbate a lot and I do actually think that smaller men must have to do so more than other guys. I don’t really know this though. I also admit it is hard not to look at other guys with some envy, jealousy, etc. You don’t admit it but I think it is natural. I also think women have more control over small men. I think that is very real. I think some know this.
There seems to be a growing number of tiny dick men who are proud to have a meager member. I’m all for small penis power and let little men know that it’s okay. I have noticed the fascination with large cocks on their part. It is easy to see why a sub would just kiss the tip out of curiosity, then go all in with the kissing. Our little dick guys want to know what all the fuss is about.
Oh goodness, SPS does get a man in trouble, Ms. Delia! I dare say a man doesn’t start loving his small penis until it begins to get all hard and tingly from humiliation. The first time it sticks up when he’s being made fun of, that’s when the obsession gets going. Next thing you know, he’s showing it off just to get laughs! SPS indeed!
I’m about 2-4’ 🙁 :0 now that I’m in feminization circuit training program with you. The only way I can get hard and off is when you and the mistresses dress/lipstick kiss my cheeks and keep me as your submissive weak helpless soft and feminine cream puff girl forever. I realize I’m not boyfriend material anymore with this happening and this is who I am and become as I’ve accepted this.
This is how it all starts first it’s curiosity then it morphs into a desire and becomes an obsession. This is the path I went down. I love big cocks and almost exclusively only get off thinking about them.
So well said, Stephanie!!
You love big cocks! No doubt it. I approve!!!
Ms. Delia
It feels powerful to me that you have such an understanding of us small males. How we don’t start out “proud” at all. You also have the intuitive or learned sense that we have to masturbate a lot. I have always felt endowed males have much more confidence and are automatically in a much better position with females. The issue cuts into the core of my submissiveness. It makes me feel like I “have to” do what women say in a way that other men do not.
I’ve had this situation in so many locker rooms, I’m almost always the one with the smallest cock in the room, despite not being the shortest. The moment I realized I must have SPS was when a guy I had been in the gym showers with pointed me out to his GF, and said “he has a small dick”, and she looked at me and started giggling. I got and instant hard-on that started poking out of my sweats so I had to turn around and leave.
I also lived in China as a teacher for several years in my mid 20’s , and I thought (stupidly) mine would be bigger than most of them as I am a bit taller. The spa and shower situation there is very much nude, and not only was I the smallest, there were some extremely well hung men there. There were also occasional female attendants who would walk in randomly to clean, etc and they were definitely curious to look at my cock and would giggle. Another frustrating but kind of erotic sps moment in my life was when my ex-girlfriend let me know about her ex-boyfriends penis, which was about 10 inches. I believe it because I met him once, the buldge going down his leg was unmistakable. She went from him to me, and after some time she would talk about it while playing with mine and cracking up.
Only men with small cocks can understand what that feels like!
Seems to me like you DO have small penis syndrome. I bet it’s cute and not something any woman would take seriously…
I like to walk the beach ⛱️ wearing a woman’s thong. I sometimes talk to the woman who smile at me. So far none of these women have ever talked about the fact that I am in panties and advertising my tiny dicklet
Seems like you may have small penis syndrome!
Yes Delia I do I like to tell & show women I have a very small dick however I must use some caution .On twitter women show their clitties and most are larger than mine
Haha! I love knowing that some clits are bigger than you!